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Yesterday was a bad day.  My youngest and my husband was sick.  My son had a dr. appointment and my oldest took him.  Got a call from the dr. office saying she was too young to bring him.  So, I had to throw on some clothes and get to the dr. office as fast as I could so they wouldn't change his appt.  The dr. spent all of 5 minutes with him just to say he was fine. 

I wanted to throw in the towel.  Didn't have time to go to the gym and I was way too tired to go anyway.  Spent the night before up with the youngest.  I ate more than I should.  Ugh!! 

Breakfast: I don't remember  Lunch: chick-fil-a  Supper: spaghetti  snacks through the day: cashews and sugar free pudding. 

I don't know why it is so hard to keep up with anything.  I love bad food.  I don't care for good food.  This has to be the problem.  I am trying to love good food and hate bad food.  Not working too well at the moment.  I keep up with a blog called Lynn's Weigh.  She was talking about strange food cravings on her facebook page.  All the people talked about good cravings for fruit or veggies.  All I could honestly say that I was craving yesterday was a king size Reeses!  I wanted to stop at the convenience store and pick one up.  Oh, and a Route 44 sweet peach tea!  Not very good choices. 

Today has been some better.  Still want a Reeses and a tea.  So far haven't done too bad. 

Breakfast:  2 eggs, 2 slices of whole wheat toast.  Lunch: 1 porkchop with broccoli and rice au graten.  Supper: Baked potato with pumpernickle bread. 

Tried green tea sweetened with honey this morning.  YUCK!!  Don't know what I am going to find to drink.  I gave up cokes a long time ago but replaced them with sweet tea.  Not as much sugar but still sugar.  I guess I will keep looking.  I like water and I drink it a lot.  But there are some times I need something with a little flavor. 

Going to the gym in a little while.  Waiting for the kids to finish their school.  I hope to have a good workout today.  Maybe I will feel better!

Finally went to the gym.  There were only skinny people in there.  Made me feel uncomfortable.  But...how am I gonna get skinny if I don't go?  I guess I will just have to feel uncomfortable b/c I am trying to lose an extra person!